proof that i was depressed:/......but, now I'm not:D!

Just when you think you've been put back together, you start falling apart. Just when you thought you can handle this forever, you can't find your the way through the last of the dark. A glimpse of sunshine, that was the hope, but it was blotted only a hoax. Back to the drawing board of not knowing a thing. forgotten your past and now you have nothing. Trying to think back on what you have learned, but then you realize that it's all been burned. pretending that you know exactly what to do put on a masquerade to hide what your going through. gotta get back on track before you fall two steps behind. just try to rewind. figure out where your goin how to get things right it won't be like before, but at least you'll have sight. get it together girl you were meant for great things that's what they'd tell you, but they don't know a thing about how life has turned around how you've changed completely not one thing you've found to be true about you. can't get it right no matter how hard you try stop holding it back. how? just leave it all behind to many scars on my mind to unwind it won't let me I can't. now what?loose my creativity. can't do a job completely, but it may help me slow down an organize my thoughts bring them all down.